February 7

second

lets be honest.

big breasts make people crazy.

girls with small ones wish they had them, and girls who have them, either love them or hate them

they make them crazy.

men love them. just so they can hold them and feel them, just a touch of them.

they make them crazy.

crazy, crazy, crazy.

virginia patrone.
my inspiration to move forward.

virginia patrone.

my inspiration to move forward.

first.

lets be honest.

i’m a girl who’s 14 years old and i draw naked women because i enjoy it. the breasts are beautiful to me, naked art, is the best art there is.

i used to dance. i used to dance with my heart because i was in love with it. but then, one day, it was put in my face, that i would never be able to do what i love. i’m too poor.

i’ve let down a lot of people in my life, and i lie too. everything is just so stressful, i don’t eat without getting sick these days. i argue with my mom who constantly reminds me that i’m no good.

so i cut myself. at first it was with a knife. then a safety pin. and now a razor. i find it so much more reliable because it actually makes a cut swiftly, fast and surely. i have 8 cuts on my arm and 3 cuts on my left thigh, and counting…

i don’t think i will stop because it’s the only thing i seem to have control on in my life.

i don’t believe in god. one day i tried to look for him to see if something that has so much faith could actually love me. failed attempt. god officially doesn’t exisist in my theory.

i have a few real friends and i’m afraid i’m losing them by the minute.

whatever. i’ll see.